listen

It seems maybe you don´t understand me. I´m not afraid of love, I just don´t wan´t it.

I´m not a girlfriend.

I sometimes don´t sleep in my own bed 4 a week and I don´t want anyone at home who makes me feel guilty over that. I don´t need a boy. I need boys. Reöationships does not work.

excuse my spelling I´ve had a Jack.

f it

"I love you"

How can any boy in any way destry a relationship faster than saying the 3 words?
I push him off me and tumble out the door. Never mind my shoes or my phone. It`s dangerous back there, cant return. He is dangerous hazard.

You don´t love me- u love the thought of me in your old clothes smoking in the window. Love the thought of maybe you are the boy who can fix me. Make me eat. Make me convinced wine is not breakfast. You won´t be able 2. I won´t sit in your window like a girl in a movie. I will jump.

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Name; Jackson
Age; 19
Skill; Grand Theft Auto
Needs; a shag

Could any of my girls please mount Jackson.
I can´t take him dry humping me any more.

i am 19 goin on 20

godkväll.

It´s like, what, a week 2 my b-day? Things are all good with Avy now and I have lovely Belle with me for a few more days. Things are good 2 me. This weekend we will all dance in snow my friends. Who´s with me? Jackson is, Luke is, Avy is,Ryan is, Signe is, BB is, Kim is, Miri is, Nick is, Aurora is, Wynona is. I could go on, I´m a lucky gurl u see, but ill leave it there.

All I really wanted 2 say is I feel really happy 2day. And that, 4 my party, I´ll dress up like this girl.

Ry stop it...

If you did not catch it in this post, or if you did not even try to, or if you did not read the post, I can tell you this;
Ryan has gone and convinced himself that he is in love with me. I know he is not, but this is getting to be more complicated then I imagined. He is so confused and I´m getting tired of it. Boys are not attractive when they show emotion.
I´m in love with Chuck Bass. But then who isn´t.