i must quit you

My hair is a birds nest on my head and I haven´t worn clothes in forever.
That´s what it´s like havin´the flue. The damn flue.

only in the night

last night I spent with belle, ryan and nick. and anyone else who happened to be in my way. this is one sec before hitting my head on that ridiculously low ceiling.

worried

u know what bothers me? Jackson. Not Jackson as a person, but how he´s acting.

Like how he starts breathing irregularly when I hug him or how he gets all nervous like he´s not sure where he´s allowed 2 put his hands on me. He used to be cool with assgrabbing me quickly if I stood in the way, and kicking me in the stomach when I messed up at GTA, but now he´s all careful and polite. It bothers me.

escape.

You know that certain type of boy; every time you meet, you sleep together.

I understand you call them fuck buddies? Or friends with benefits? I think thats kinda misleading.
I would never call them friends.

Anyways. I met Nick last night. He makes the worst noises.

Joe Le taxi

alla kära.
I´m tippin´ on my toes to avoid a moody Aurora trying my very best not 2 give her any reason to run off. I like having her here. I´m thinking about going over to Miri, just 2 check that her wine consumption is in some sort of reasonable amount. She´s been in the fog for a tad too long now.

Tomorrow is Jacksonday.

Jackson is a pretty boy, non? I´m a girl, oui? Hmmm. Nah I should not.

p ad

Name; Jackson
Age; 19
Skill; Grand Theft Auto
Needs; a shag

Could any of my girls please mount Jackson.
I can´t take him dry humping me any more.

love by aurora.

As I said, things can´t be unseen.

People always call Rory a doll, but looks can be deceiving darlings.

You all know I´m not a timid gurl. I´ll try everything once. But when I tumble around trying 2 find the coffee shop keys, and open the door to nipples and skin and a naked man that I (until just recently) only knew by name from mouning dreams of Aurora´s. That´s when it feels better 2 just tumble back out.

one

Kinda not sure if it´s late or early. Am I very very late 4 work or should I go back 2 sleep? The contractor is changing my windows so there is cardboard covering the empty holes in the walls, making it even harder for hung-over-me 2 tell time. Aurora is sneaking round. I like having her here. She´s like a cat. Quiet and keeps 2 herself. But then occationally she cuddles up close and purrs(gives me a glass of wine and mumbles 2 the tv.) She´s good company.

Good gorgeous company.

partynight

That was one hell of a party.

A few hundred yards under the W in the Hollywood sign. One bottle of Jack 4 everyone. All dressed up like crazy we forced the poor tourists 2 take pictures with us. Signe and I sang old swedish songs and Belle made out with some twenty boys only on the way there. Miri wasn´t 2 bad herself. I can´t recall if there was some sort of competition?

R came. Tried 2 get in some fight with Avy and I. Didn´t succeed and after a light push from Avy he tumbled down the hills.

It wasn´t 2 long be4 shirts came off and kisses came from everywhere. Not 2 be rude but I´m pretty sure Belle went home with Jackson. Just sayin.

It became sort of an apartment-warming 2. I got the place I wanted. Yey:) Two bedrooms, kitchen and a roommate? I can hear voices from the other room right now but I´m not sure I want 2 open and look. I know her better than that. Things can´t be unseen.

Thank u all 4 one of the best B-days ever.

ps. Kim and Signe, what was that!? ds.

Alexanders legacy

B-daygift from belle. <3

sweet twenty

b-day preppin´

Call in the morning?

I put down an offer on a place just now. Fingers x-ed.
I´m having such a Kanye West day.

Jag kommer se tillbaka på desså år med sån ånger.

Yey. Appartmenthunting is fun. Jackson followed me round all day. (He looks good dear female friends. Very good) I have calculated my savings and looked at a few places I could afford. Looks good this far. My goal is 2 find one be4 my birthday, but I´ll se how that goes. Most importanly I´ll find a place I like.

Btw. Most amazing news ever; Belle is moving here. I would have never thought she would fall for LA, she´s very very london, but here she is. Amazing.

Can you tell? Another day where I´m disturbingly happy. What´s up with me?:)

ompalompa

Lovelys. How are u?

I have been working. Coffeeshoppin´ all day long every day. Nah you all know this is LA, no one orders coffee. Smoothiemakin´all day long? Now imma go look at an apartment. Wish me luck and have a wonderful day :)