Sunday, May 16, 2010

wasn´t even good.

I´ve done a lot of things that i have regretted afterwards. When the bumb in ur head hurts and the bumb on your belly hurts even more.

But then there are these things that I regret while doing them.
"Why don´t I just stop now and save myself the shame?"
ut I move in closer and I breathe heavier.
"I´ll deal with the shame tomorrow. I don´t have anything else planned anyways."
Might as well fill the day with something. Fill it with questions why.


  1. I've done it now, because I,ve given up caring anymore, I don't care about the shame, or the pain it will cause me. I feel nothing.
    I don't know why we do it.
    I'd like to say 'shit happens' but can I say it when it is ourselves that causes it?
    I hope you're okay lovely, x.

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  3. Love this text. You are my name mate, in a diff way. Mines is Sharai.