Damn it. I think B-actor really was a B-oyfriend.
4 in the morning he randomly passed by M´s house and threw pebbles on my window. I stole a kiss from him. Stood five inches from his face and thought "damn it where do I know you from?". Then it hit me.
And the worst thing; I´m not ready 2 let go of him, even when I have learned he belongs 2 a friend.